Fuck it.

I'm sick again.

And the netflix didn't come yesterday so I'm on the couch with tender skin and my eyeballs feeling bruised and my chest heavy watching Bread, Dave Mason and Andy Gibb sing on the Midnight Spcial.

What is out of alignment in my life that I'm getting sick so much? I didn't get this sick when I was married to a man who didn't care about me and surrounded by germy high school kids every day. How could my immune system be suffering now worse tan it was then?